How do I...

I wanted so much for you to stay,
I prayed and prayed
asking for more time
I whispered how I love you
and wasn’t ready to let you go
but at the end
I love you too much
to make you stay
I told you to go
I begged Him to take you
and as I sat quietly
watching you go
my heart broke the moment yours stop
I barely heard what the doctor said
I think a part of me went with you
I miss you so much
How do I go on without you?

rya
3/12/10
3.01 am