I am really the luckiest girl I know, if luck is counted as
the people who care and love me, or if blessings received are taken account of
and of opportunities that come my way. Last month I had the opportunity to
visit a city I’d never thought I’d get a chance to see, and to top it off I get
to go with one of my dearest friend. She made it all possible of course, and
went above and beyond to make sure I had the best experience in my life. Thank
you kak Limah, you are the best. Traipsing around the back alley of the Grand
Bazaar is an experience I’ll never forget, and the cruise on the Marmara Sea in
the Bosphorus Strait will be on my mind for a long while, it was beautiful.
Then on my last day you made it memorable with the view of people fishing on
the bridge. I love Istanbul, the city, the people, the food, the tea,
everything made an impression on me. I could see why you always seem happy when
you describe your stay in Turkey, it is a remarkable place.
Then I got to spend a month with Phil. It gave me the
opportunity to have a lot of heart to heart discussion, we didn't resolve much,
situations still remain the same, and I don’t know when we will be able to be
together in a permanent way in the same place and time yet, but it helps me
resolve that it is what we both want and we have to have faith in God’s plan
for us. I don’t know if I had overlook an easier route for us and I know we are
not happy with how things are and it begs the question of whether we are really
serious about it, and i know dad is worried and not liking it, but what can we
do? We can only plan and hope for the best, the rest is up to the Almighty.
So despite of me feeling rotten that I am half a world away from
my other half, I realize that in so many ways I am really blessed and lucky and
I should hold on to that and hope things will work out to how I want it soon.
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