I have been wanting to write for few days now, but time got
away from me, always so busy nowadays. Now that I have some time I find that I
just don’t have the mood to write. Well I am going to try anyway, but ugh, my
spelling is going all over, kept having to correct it. This past few weeks have
been playing Star Wars the Old Republic with Phil, I love the feeling of
playing something together gain, it is not so much the game but the time we get
to be together and the plus thing is we get to skype call to coordinate, and
listening to his voice sooth over that missing feeling. Well the other day I
didn’t have access to pc but Phil was still in SWOTR so I called him to talk while
he craft. So basically wasn’t a conversation more like being together while we
both do something, so as normal, a song got stuck in in my head and I only knew
the chorus, so I sang it over and over until Phil ask me to stop, said it was
annoying. I just laughed. Hun you are going to have to adjust to me annoying
you that way always, ask anyone who
knows me, I can’t help myself. You can ask me to stop at that moment and I will
try my best to stop, but it will happen again, that is just how I roll (as boy
would put it).
Well I have gone back to teaching after so long being away
from it. I found that it was like all this while I was missing a huge part of
me, the moment I went back it was like I got back my ability to breathe easily
again. I still hate going to work, I guess that will always be a part of me,
but the moment I start teaching, there is nothing like it, the energy I get
from looking at the students faces, interacting with them is so invigorating.
Phil is very happy I got back on track and yes I am happy too. Well I hope I
will be able to teach more after this semester ends, I miss it, not as much as
I miss Phil of course but yeah I don’t feel down all the time now.
